Tuesday, July 18, 2006
LOOK at the title page of this blog. HEHEAHAHA IS FAMILY!for a while it hasn't been. denise, i don't want confrontation either. but each time i look at your blog, this blog: i dont see the connection. is that what you want? have we really outgrown each other? one thing in this friendship is that we don't really know how to interpret silence, distance, aloofness, alienation. we just wait for it to pass. and then get back together again. maybe sometimes you feel as if you're there just because of us, like you wouldnt want to be there if you had a choice. it mustve been tiring to walk to my class in the courtyard and sit next to me and wait for time to pass. or bear all the dry conversation, like crapping and laughing like we used to left a void none of us could really properly fill. then again, they say, Dont dwell in the past. but there's something deeper right. i guess friendships really take a long time to cultivate. to culture trust. in each other's lives. There's a million billion questions i want to ask yet none of the answers come nor will lead to anything or help this friendship.Does time heal all wounds? Were there any that we weren't aware of? Of course. Are you happy now? in school? Is it much better without us? Dyou need a breath of fresh air, or a lifetime of it.
friends forever ; 1:03 AM
